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crsds wrote...
i better lay off the hooch ha ha
### - haha you're not going mad heh, it's just that strange things happen when ya start to WILD, perception expands & alters and we spontaneously start doing shit we never even realised we can do (because it genuinely opens a door!) + i realise there's
doesn't seem much purpose to what just happened to you (i.e., because you weren't deliberately trying to do it) but the explanations will, however, come later when you find/discover a purpose for it as you go along (a kind of: oh so
that's what's that's
for then, kinda feeling...)
for now you're still just kinda raw and dunno what any of it means, so the thing to do is to just be prepared for the 'next' time your awareness alters/shifts similarly so you can take up the inititive instead of being only a beWILDered passenger heh...
the only real problem being that you're not doing this all 'deliberately' as such nor as yet, you're content to just let it happen, and 'coz if you were none of this would seem half as strange to you as it does now... you need more experience is all: '
actively involved' experience, wherein 'you quite 'consciously + deliberately' initiate the shift of your own awareness, and 'coz then it wont seem strange at
all and will automatically all actually make far more sense! :)
iow: don't be so passive? (your wait-and-see dildo-habits are showing hehehe) -
with WILDs 'you' are in charge of your 'own' changes in awareness! and because ultimately that's what WILDs & WILDing is actually all about: gaining back the control over one'
s otherwise unconscious/sleeping perception ;)
plus, whatever ya do, don't for christsakes listen to anything sri-jerko has to
say/suggest on the subject; for he not only doesn't know anything about it whatsoever, but will likely try to fuck with you so as to 'keep' you in a bewildered state, and
because once you DO know what you're doing you'll be completely outta his reach
forever! (says he has no interest in lucid dreaming and WILDs in particular? riiight... yet couldn't resist commenting negatively on it when given the opportunity re WILDs
are No1. etc? his so-called 'lack' of interest is obviously bs too! so pay no attention/tell him to go mind his 'own' damn business lol...)
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