• Messiah BRIAN AHERN #1 - WE REAP WHAT WE SOW

    From LowRider44M@1:229/2 to All on Monday, August 31, 2020 19:29:46
    From: intraphase@gmail.com

    THE ASASSINS CREED


    michael_reinoehl
    Every Revolution needs people that are willing and ready to fight. There are so
    many of us protesters that are just protesting without a clue of where that will lead. That's just the beginning that's where the fight starts. If that's as far as you can
    take it thank you for your participation but please stand aside and support the
    ones that are willing to fight. I am 100% ANTIFA all the way! I am willing to fight for my brothers and sisters! Even if some of them are too ignorant to realize what antifa
    truly stands for. We do not want violence but we will not run from it either! If the police continue to pick on and beat up innocent citizens that are peacefully voicing their objections, it must be met with equal force! We are currently living through a
    crucial point in Humanities evolution. We truly have an opportunity right now to fix everything. But it will be a fight like no other! It will be a war and like all wars there will be casualties. I was in the army and I hated it. I did
    not feel like
    fighting for them would ever be a good cause. Today's protesters and antifa are
    my brothers in arms. This is a Cause to fight for This truly is fighting for my
    country! I have children that need to live in a world run by Common Sense and human decency.
    And I will do anything to make sure that happens. Now is the time to change the
    course of humanity. If we fold now just because they show some Force we will be
    lost for another hundred years. And I don't think the planet will let us live that long if we
    don't straighten shit up. Please be safe strong and United. I love you all❤️💪🙏
    #Antifa #blaklivesmatter #fuckthepolice


    THE ASASSINS VISAGE https://media.breitbart.com/media/2020/08/Portland-Police-July-5-arrest-PPB.jpg

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    Messiah BRIAN AHERN #1 - WE REAP WHAT WE SOW


    "Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows. The one who sows to please his sinful nature, from that nature will reap destruction; the one who sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit will reap eternal life." Galatians 6:7-9


    CRIME

    Man under investigation in fatal shooting after pro-Trump rally allegedly took loaded gun to earlier Portland protest
    Updated Aug 30, 2020; Posted Aug 30, 2020


    By Maxine Bernstein | The Oregonian/OregonLive

    A 48-year-old man who was accused of carrying a loaded gun at an earlier downtown Portland protest is under investigation in the fatal shooting Saturday
    night of a right-wing demonstrator after a pro-Trump rally.

    Michael Forest Reinoehl calls himself an anti-fascist and has posted videos and
    photos of demonstrations he attended since late June, accompanied by the hashtags #blacklivesmatter, #anewnation and #breonnataylor.

    Reinoehl was raised in Sandy and has had recent addresses in Northeast Portland, Gresham and Clackamas. He described himself on social media and in a video interview with Bloomberg QuickTake News as a professional snowboarder and
    contractor who has
    former military experience but “hated” his time in the army.

    Sources familiar with the case but not authorized to speak said police are investigating Reinoehl. A family member also identified him as a man captured in photos and video seen leaving the shooting scene shortly before 9 p.m. Saturday.

    Aaron Danielson, a supporter of the conservative group Patriot Prayer, was shot
    in the chest and died in the street. It was soon after most cars in a caravan of supporters of President Donald Trump had left the city’s downtown streets.

    Reinoehl’s posts indicate he attended many protests in Portland that began three months ago after the death of George Floyd in Minneapolis under the knee of a police officer.

    On July 5 at one of the demonstrations, Reinoehl was cited at 2:10 a.m. in the 700 block of Southwest Main Street on allegations of possessing a loaded gun in
    a public place, resisting arrest and interfering with police

    He was given a date to appear in court later that month, but the allegations were dropped on July 30 with a “no complaint,” according to court records. The documents don’t indicate why prosecutors decided not to pursue the accusations. Reinoehl
    spent no time behind bars.

    Brent Weisberg, a spokesman for Multnomah County District Attorney Mike Schmidt, said the office is still reviewing that July case involving Reinoehl.

    Schmidt earlier Sunday decried the deadly violence. He took office on Aug. 1 and quickly announced that he wouldn’t pursue low-level charges against demonstrators, such as interfering with police or resisting arrest. He wasn’t
    district attorney when
    the office handled Reinoehl’s gun case.

    Video images of the fatal shooting captured a tall, thin white man in a hat and
    white tube socks running from the scene at Southwest Third Avenue and Alder Street around 8:45 p.m. Screenshots zeroed in a tattoo of a fist on the man’s
    neck.

    The grainy video and other photos, together with witness statements from live streamer Justin Dunlap, suggest the victim may have used some type of mace or pepper spray and then collapsed after gunshots ring out.

    Reinoehl’s 36-year-old sister said she was awakened just before 8 a.m. Sunday
    by a threatening phone call from someone who told her that “our whole family was in danger unless we turned him over.”

    “That’s how I found out,” that her brother was allegedly involved, she told The Oregonian/OregonLive.

    She called Sandy police to report the threat, she said. Once she looked online and saw screenshots of her brother’s photo, she said she called Portland detectives.

    “We reached out to police and confirmed that we recognized Michael in the screenshots,” she said. She asked that her name not be used because of the threats.

    Michael Reinoehl has been estranged from the family – including her, their parents and a younger brother – for at least three years, his sister said.

    “On the one hand, this whole thing surprises the daylights out of us, because
    we always thought he is a lot of bark, not a lot of bite,” she said. “But he’s also been very impulsive and irrational.”

    Reinoehl has stolen their mother’s seizure medication and owes a lot of debt,
    often giving his relatives’ addresses as his own to avoid responsibility, she
    said.

    He has a son and daughter and is split from their mother, she said.

    “I have friends, family and loved ones on both sides of the conflict,” Reinoehl’s sister said. “Violence begets violence and hatred begets hatred.
    This is not the solution. My heart goes out to the victim. It always has, before I even knew my
    brother was involved.”

    Reinoehl is also wanted on a failure to appear warrant in a June 8 speed racing
    case in Baker County in eastern Oregon. He and his 17-year-old son were racing in two different cars at speeds of up to 111 mph heading east on Interstate 84 after midnight
    near North Powder, according to state police.

    Michael Reinoehl faces allegations including driving under the influence of a controlled substance, recklessly endangering another, unlawful possession of a gun and driving while suspended and uninsured.

    He was stopped driving a 2005 Cadillac STS with his 11-year-old daughter as a passenger, police said. Inside the car, police said they found marijuana, “unidentified prescription pills” and a loaded Glock pistol for which Reinoehl didn’t have a
    concealed handgun license.

    Shortly after that, Reinoehl began posting about the protests in Portland.

    On June 16, he wrote, “Every Revolution needs people that are willing and ready to fight. There are so many of us protesters that are just protesting without a clue of where that will lead. That’s just the beginning that’s that where the fight
    starts. If that’s as far as you can take it thank you for your participation but please stand aside and support the ones that are willing to fight. I am 100
    % ANTIFA all the way! I am willing to fight for my brothers and sisters! ... We
    do not want
    violence but we will not run from it either! ... Today’s protesters and antifa are my brothers in arms.”

    On the Bloomberg video posted July 27, Reinoehl said he had been shot and turns
    to the camera to show a bloody bandage on his right arm. He claimed he intervened in an earlier fight between a man with a gun and Black youths.

    He said on the video that he’d been “working security and trying to keep protected” someone in the crowd when he got shot as he tried to wrestle a gun
    away from the man harassing the kids. He didn’t say where that it happened. The account couldn
    t be immediately confirmed.

    On July 2, Reinoehl wrote on Instagram, “We will not stop until there is change. Now more than ever we need to join together. Join the cause support the
    people that are willing to take a rubber bullet. Give them supplies food water Medical anything
    that can help. Bring balloons and paint for paint balloons. #blaklivesmatter #breonnataylor.”

    His social media pages also are filled with videos and photos of him snowboarding at Mt. Hood Meadows, sometimes with his dog Ezo accompanying him.

    In a February Facebook post, Michael Reinoehl wrote that “it can be hard and confusing at times living in a world consumed by individuality.”

    “When as beings we truly are connected to everything in the university and Beyond. Some of us feel trapped in a shell surrounded and controlled by individuals that have no clue,” he says in the post. “Or even worse refuse to accept the truth
    because they would have to give up their control. For those of you who know and
    feel the same as I do know this. Our time here is short, always stay true to what you know. And know that you are here to help the innocent ones who do not know. Be that
    bright light to the ones who are lost. And as you like your own way hopefully some will follow. #love #loveeverything #loveeveryone.”

    In one post, he shared a video of people burning a “Trump 2020” flag outside the Multnomah County Justice Center steps earlier this summer. A post from November 2015 shows a Trump face painted on the wall of a restroom with a urinal in place of the
    mouth. Another post shows a poster of Malala Yousafzai with the quote: “With guns you can kill terrorists. With education, you can kill terrorism.”

    Other posts appear to be tied to the Free Thought Project, which bills itself on its website as a “hub for Free Thinking conversations about the promotion of liberty and the daunting task of government accountability.”

    Other posts display pictures of his family, friends and his dog and describe him seeking work cleaning gutters to make extra money. In a 2018 post, he says he works for a company that remodels houses. His Facebook page says he studied television
    production at Mt. Hood Community College.

    On Sunday, much of his social media filled up with others commenting, posting pointed messages such as “Turn yourself in” to “You better pray to God that the law gets to you first…Because The Patriots are Storming!!”

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  • From LowRider44M@1:229/2 to All on Thursday, September 10, 2020 13:18:09
    From: intraphase@gmail.com

    Hmmm deep thinking.


    A surveillance video of #7 Hailsham Ave.
    https://youtu.be/nrv495corBc

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  • From LowRider44M@1:229/2 to All on Thursday, September 10, 2020 13:30:29
    From: intraphase@gmail.com

    The No Way
    The No Body
    The No Thing

    A drain fly died in Mr. Nobody's nose.



    Parkway Drive - The Void
    https://youtu.be/cAY2bCmm8e0

    Nothing can save us, nothing between
    Infinite madness and the spiral of humanity
    Nothing controls us, nothing breeds
    The void awakens in the quickening of atrophy
    Answer no master, never the slave
    Carry your dreams down into the grave
    Every heart, like every soul, equal to break
    It's alive, can you feel it taking hold again?
    In your mind, all your demons are rattling chains
    Welcome to a world of pain
    Nothing kills us, nothing seethes
    Extinction riding on the pale horse of destiny
    Nothing hates us, nothing can see
    Through our eyes, it dives into our minds and sows its disease
    Answer no master, never the slave
    Carry your dreams down into the grave
    Every heart, like every soul, equal to break
    It's alive, can you feel it taking hold again?
    In your mind, all your demons are rattling chains
    Welcome to a world of pain
    It's alive, can you feel it taking hold again?
    In your mind, all your demons are rattling chains
    It's alive, can you feel it?
    In your mind, all your demons are rattling chains
    Welcome to a world
    Welcome to a world of pain

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From LowRider44M@1:229/2 to All on Thursday, September 10, 2020 13:38:54
    From: intraphase@gmail.com

    The cease fire seems more valuable now, INNIT weird, your cracking Ahern!



    Pop Evil - Footsteps
    https://youtu.be/ZXvkTuMyZpM


    "Footsteps"

    I've been counting all my steps
    All my no's just turned to yes
    Silently I must confess
    My troubled history
    That's washed away all my sins
    Starting over once again
    This is where it all begins
    It's right in front of me
    Down is not where I belong
    This aching heart won't turn to stone
    There's a fire inside these bones
    It was meant to be
    I see your world's still full of light
    How could I ever been so blind
    I still haven't lost my fight
    That haunts me in my sleep

    I feel like waking up
    I've had this dream before
    I'll take these footsteps
    Go higher, go higher
    I've walked an empty mile
    Wore down this lonely soul
    I'll take these footsteps
    Go higher, go higher
    (Woohoooo woohoooo woohoooo...)
    Higher, go higher
    (Woohoooo woohoooo woohoooo...)
    Higher, higher

    I know only time would tell
    If all the cards will treat me well
    Cause this hand that I been dealt
    Keeps me wondering
    So now here I turn the page
    I've learned to silence all my rage
    Tell me who can really say
    What will tomorrow bring

    I feel like waking up
    I've had this dream before
    I'll take these footsteps
    Go higher, go higher
    I've walked an empty mile
    Wore down this lonely soul
    I'll take these footsteps
    Go higher, go higher
    (Woohoooo woohoooo woohoooo...)
    Higher, go higher
    (Woohoooo woohoooo woohoooo...)
    Higher, higher

    I'll find you
    So far away
    I'll find you
    After all
    I'll find you
    So far away
    I'll find you
    After all

    (I'll find you) I feel like waking up
    (So far away) I've had this dream before
    (I'll find you) I'll take these footsteps
    (After all) Go higher, go higher
    (I'll find you) I've walked an empty mile (I'll find you)
    (So far away) Wore down this lonely soul (So far away)
    (I'll find you) I'll take these footsteps
    (After all) Go higher, go higher

    (I'll find you) I feel like waking up
    (So far away) I've had this dream before
    (I'll find you) I'll take these footsteps
    (After all) Go higher, go higher
    (I'll find you) I've walked an empty mile (I'll find you)
    (So far away) Wore down this lonely soul (So far away)
    (I'll find you) I'll take these footsteps
    (After all) Go higher, go higher

    I feel like waking up
    I've had this dream before
    I'll take these footsteps
    Go higher, higher

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From LowRider44M@1:229/2 to All on Thursday, September 10, 2020 13:55:50
    From: intraphase@gmail.com

    Rival Sons - Electric Man
    https://youtu.be/wRfRIXg2spo


    "Electric Man"

    Yeah hey, hot lady, hot lady, you're my sexy girl,
    Whoa ooh, hot lady, got to make you understand.
    Yeah, hot lady, hot lady, you're my sexy girl,
    Whoa, hot lady gonna take you the Promised Land.
    Take you to the Promised Land
    To the Promised Land
    Gonna take you to the Promised Land

    'Cause I'm electric, yes I am,
    I'm electric, I'm your electric man.

    Whoa, hot lady, hot lady, you're my sexy girl,
    Yeah, hot lady, gonna drive you like a Cadillac.
    Whoa, hot lady, hot lady, you're my sexy girl,
    Yeah, hot lady gonna take you to the Sugar Shack.
    I'll take you to the Sugar Shack,
    To the sugar shack,
    I'm gonna take you to the sugar shack.

    Cause I'm electric, yes I am
    I'm electric, I'm your electric man
    I'm electric, yes I am
    I'm electric, I'm your electric man
    Your electric man
    Electric man
    I'm your electric man
    Electric man
    I'm your electric man
    Electric man
    Woah, I'm your electric...

    I'm electric, yes I am
    I'm electric, I'm your electric man
    I'm electric, yes I am
    I'm electric, I'm your electric man
    I'm your electric... woah
    Electric man, electric man
    Electric man
    Woah
    Electric

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: www.darkrealms.ca (1:229/2)
  • From slider@1:229/2 to All on Thursday, September 10, 2020 22:57:01
    From: slider@anashram.com

    i think what god MEANT to saaaaay! wrote :)

    The cease fire seems more valuable now, INNIT weird, your cracking Ahern!

    ### - am relatively unaffected lol, my little lite-weight site is still
    mostly up! (98%)

    it's the heavy-weights that are really feeling it and losing business big
    time heh...

    and are also the one's who're very angry indeed! oh boy! :)))

    have submitted all your email headers goin' right back to when adc started
    + all the raw data logs for my site since that began too, that even if you
    were very careful indeed you're bound to have made the occasional slip so
    any connections between your recorded IP's and your posts + say any time
    you accessed youtube to look at any of my videos too? is all there to be
    number crunched & correlated, a relatively simple job these days for peeps
    like the CIA to access & process in the blink of an eye!

    plus, if you've really got nada to do with it (which i doubt coz it's just
    too much of a coincidence?) then you've got fuck-all to worry about innit
    eh? (riiiight...)

    else you better start hoarding tubes of lube boy lol coz the cost to uk businesses *you've* caused are mounting up like no tomorrow and someone's
    gonna have to pay LOL !

    you've really fucked yourself! :D :D :D

    you're a felon now looking at 10 years! roflmao!

    payback sho' is a bitch huh :)))))

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: www.darkrealms.ca (1:229/2)
  • From LowRider44M@1:229/2 to slider on Friday, September 11, 2020 06:57:36
    From: intraphase@gmail.com

    On Thursday, September 10, 2020 at 5:58:11 PM UTC-4, slider wrote:
    i think what god MEANT to saaaaay! wrote :)

    The cease fire seems more valuable now, INNIT weird, your cracking Ahern!

    ### - am relatively unaffected lol, my little lite-weight site is still mostly up! (98%)

    it's the heavy-weights that are really feeling it and losing business big time heh...

    and are also the one's who're very angry indeed! oh boy! :)))

    have submitted all your email headers goin' right back to when adc started
    + all the raw data logs for my site since that began too, that even if you were very careful indeed you're bound to have made the occasional slip so
    any connections between your recorded IP's and your posts + say any time
    you accessed youtube to look at any of my videos too? is all there to be number crunched & correlated, a relatively simple job these days for peeps like the CIA to access & process in the blink of an eye!

    plus, if you've really got nada to do with it (which i doubt coz it's just too much of a coincidence?) then you've got fuck-all to worry about innit
    eh? (riiiight...)

    else you better start hoarding tubes of lube boy lol coz the cost to uk businesses *you've* caused are mounting up like no tomorrow and someone's gonna have to pay LOL !

    you've really fucked yourself! :D :D :D

    you're a felon now looking at 10 years! roflmao!

    payback sho' is a bitch huh :)))))



    So your delusions include working with the CIA.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: www.darkrealms.ca (1:229/2)
  • From LowRider44M@1:229/2 to All on Friday, September 11, 2020 07:00:36
    From: intraphase@gmail.com

    How's breaking the cease-fire working out for you?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: www.darkrealms.ca (1:229/2)
  • From LowRider44M@1:229/2 to All on Friday, September 11, 2020 07:36:16
    From: intraphase@gmail.com

    I posted more battlefield ordinance to let you off the hook.
    So your delusion and paranoia would become obvious and you'd snap
    out of it.

    The correct strategy now: Is to pretend it was all a ruse.
    Thereby proving to an audience of zero how brilliant you are.

    This world went extinct a long time ago.
    Loss of transport and communication functions.
    This version of the cosmos is empty except Earth.

    Each version of cosmos is separated from each other
    If you had a basketball on your kitchen table and I
    had one on my kitchen table that's how far apart they
    are.

    Only by building-imposing dimensional systems on the basic
    fabrics can a system jump from cosmos to cosmos.

    Your too wrapped up in your own projections to note and remember this?
    I speak to any interested parties here and nowhere else including all
    the security service ant farms and hive minds such as NSA CIA FBI.

    I'm a known quantity. The only true alien, inspecting and recording
    a cosmos that committed self annihilation - suicide. All assets that
    are observed belong to me. Through Jesus, Bob and John I discovered approximately two billion consent decrees.

    This cosmos is like a premature baby on life support, in the intensive
    care ward of a hospital. The final outcome is still fluctuating.
    Mainly because I jump started the computational process to gain an
    entry point.

    My version of the cosmos is trying to understand this version.
    You as a person, seem to be experiencing unusual distress levels.

    I reiterate the main point.
    This digital file you call ADC is an access point.
    As a legal and computational formality I keep this file active.
    I was clear to point of annoyance: "A Deadly Virus Starts WW3"



    Discussions

    Part-1
    https://youtu.be/SL8wopYLM7Y
    Part-2
    https://youtu.be/3P-ghmbmXxs
    Part-3
    https://youtu.be/HIxz9pyHukA
    Part-4
    https://youtu.be/CDFGGVflRjo


    End of message.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: www.darkrealms.ca (1:229/2)
  • From slider@1:229/2 to All on Friday, September 11, 2020 16:25:46
    From: slider@anashram.com

    On Fri, 11 Sep 2020 15:00:36 +0100, LowRider44M <intraphase@gmail.com>
    wrote:

    How's breaking the cease-fire working out for you?

    ### - wtf are you talking about now ya loon?? :)))

    lol i was the one offering the cease-fire (peace) but you instead declared "war" ffs!?

    problem was (and obviously still is) that you weren't a big enough man to
    admit having been wrong in the past, gave you the genuine opportunity to
    do so but like an aged-fool you got angry and went completely the other
    way instead, you weren't BIG enough to 'admit' you were wrong about rbb &
    ee and should have at the time either kept your nose out of it, or, better
    yet + if you'd genuinely had any decency and respected rbb like you
    'claimed', you'd have advised her to pack it in instead of encouraging the bitch to do even more shit involving ee as well?? you didn't get them
    'outta' trouble at all you only added to it??? thus proving what a blind asshole you really + genuinely are! one with no real sense of justice or fairness regardless of WHO gets hurt in the process!

    ya don't back friends up in something wrong! or you're not a friend!

    and well, now it's too late + you've said & done things that just can't be taken back! i gave you a genuine way out (to clear the air: no debts you
    said) but like thang you went nuts instead??? duuuh!

    *you're* the only one fighting here!

    so every day on here now you do a mini-DDoS attack on moi with endless
    shite posts pissing & moaning + nagging/complaining like a wounded bear,
    it's pathetic! all you're really doing is winding yourself up while am basically standing there laffing my ass off!

    LET IT GO! only ya just CAN'T can ya, you're proud! and ya want the last
    word even though you were completely in the wrong to begin with?? thus
    justice is NOT on your side! you're effectively arguing that wrong is
    right! and that can never stand! you fouled! and lol beating up on the ref ain't gonna change that!

    you haven't got TIME for this display! ya fool!

    ya blew it! man-up & get used to it! and then quit boring everyone with
    'your' problems sheesh...

    no one gives a fuck!

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: www.darkrealms.ca (1:229/2)
  • From LowRider44M@1:229/2 to All on Friday, September 11, 2020 10:44:27
    From: intraphase@gmail.com


    How's breaking the cease-fire working out for you?

    ### - wtf are you talking about now ya loon?? :)))

    lol i was the one offering the cease-fire (peace) but you instead declared "war" ffs!?

    Sorry you feel that way Brian.


    problem was (and obviously still is) that you weren't a big enough man to admit having been wrong in the past, gave you the genuine opportunity to
    do so but like an aged-fool you got angry and went completely the other
    way instead, you weren't BIG enough to 'admit' you were wrong about rbb &
    ee and should have at the time either kept your nose out of it, or, better yet + if you'd genuinely had any decency and respected rbb like you 'claimed', you'd have advised her to pack it in instead of encouraging the bitch to do even more shit involving ee as well?? you didn't get them
    'outta' trouble at all you only added to it??? thus proving what a blind asshole you really + genuinely are! one with no real sense of justice or fairness regardless of WHO gets hurt in the process!


    Still stuck judging another beings actions.
    When Luckyrat posted a joke, I responded with a joke.
    Your flashback post landed in between those two jokes.
    Original Dispute - Brian In Reform School https://groups.google.com/forum/#!topic/alt.dreams.castaneda/YQhMgXkffD0


    You were wrong to fuck with RBB & EE.
    You were wrong in the dispute linked ^^^ above.

    Now your falsely accusing me of a coordinated DDoS attack
    on your server.

    ya don't back friends up in something wrong! or you're not a friend!


    As a Messianic figure ascending into the global mindscape that seems
    to make sense to you. As a simple being observing an ant farm you
    are just another ant who can't walk through the glass.

    and well, now it's too late + you've said & done things that just can't be taken back! i gave you a genuine way out (to clear the air: no debts you said) but like thang you went nuts instead??? duuuh!

    I'm not the one calling newspapers and thinking MI-6 & CIA
    are going to get involved in a usenet dispute between two
    lunatic wankers, with delusions of grandeur


    *you're* the only one fighting here!

    No, Brian Ahern One thru Brian Ahern Infinite are at war.
    I am an impartial observer watching the Brian Ahern Mindscape
    do battle with the Brian Ahern Timescape. Only self exists
    all else is The Other. Brain must build mind, and mind must
    protect its own privacy from "others" attempts to thwart "mind."
    When you write a book you become an "open book." You violated
    your own internal structures, by engaging in contradictory
    and paradoxical behavior that collapse your "mind" into "brain"
    That was the point of Castenada's...
    " The Brain is a foreign installation theorum."


    so every day on here now you do a mini-DDoS attack on moi with endless
    shite posts pissing & moaning + nagging/complaining like a wounded bear,

    No. Total time to post is less than two minutes.
    I don't even click into your political screeds.
    As an exercise in the "Middle Way" why don't we switch
    sides. I'll post the 10 best persuasive left wing posts
    and you post the 10 best persuasive right wing posts.

    It's an offer that would drive you insane. So deep is
    your allegiance to one side of the spectrum.


    it's pathetic! all you're really doing is winding yourself up while am basically standing there laffing my ass off!


    Your looking in a mirror.
    I'm not laughing at you, I'm using a technique called "CONCERN - Trolling"
    I pretend like I really care about you, and that I am deeply troubled
    and discombobulated by your ongoing psychotic break, and hope to engage
    in the artifice and subterfuge of "A SOLO FALSE RESCUE." Hence I talk
    you down off the ledge into the compassionate embrace of a reasonable sympathizer to your plight.


    LET IT GO! only ya just CAN'T can ya, you're proud!

    Let what go. I refused to judge you, EE & RBB. There's nothing there.
    Hence the story, "The Two Ladies of The Tea Cups"
    Tell me what your brain and mind are arguing is really there.
    I treat reality as a series of mirages produced by a more
    fundamental computational reality. Hence you are a data pattern
    accusing another data pattern of a structural era.
    This I can tell you, your vegetarianism, or lack of fatty acids
    in your brain chemistry renders you, mentally deficient and prone
    to prolonged episodes of spiraling into anti-social behavior.

    and ya want the last
    word even though you were completely in the wrong to begin with??

    I doubt Luckrat shall join this tete a' tete between two madmen
    arguing the rights and wrongs of usenet etiquette.

    That drug post was an anomaly. You may or may not have caused.
    Sometimes you have to make a decision to simply tolerate "Other"


    thus
    justice is NOT on your side!

    Your personality disorder only allows you to think
    in terms of black and white. On my side, not on my side.
    Define justice, define an antonym, and then place a neutral
    bridge word between them. Some people call it Hegelian dialectic,
    I prefer "Concept - Balance"

    you're effectively arguing that wrong is
    right!

    Very effectively.

    and that can never stand!

    Hence, War is Peace, Up is Down, Cold is Hot.

    you fouled! and lol beating up on the ref

    Your appointing yourself as "The Guardian of MEANING"
    was your strategic and psychological downfall.
    To me I am self and you are other.
    To you, you are self and I am other.
    You cling to the mirage of the human form.
    We are in the unformed darkness now as you sought.
    I AM NOTHING, do what your data patterns insist you do.

    Your largest manifestation was to attempt to seek reinforcements.
    That strategy was in vain.
    You are surrounded by an infinite array of versions of yourself.
    You occupy all points between the center and the edge of the circle.
    If I defeated Jesus, Bob and John and a host of "Other" mirages
    what delusion in your brain or mind cause you to believe you can
    defeat "NOTHING" so easily and with trivial exertion.


    ain't gonna change that!

    you haven't got TIME for this display! ya fool!

    I am not imprisoned by time as are you.
    You spoke your truth and I spoke my truth.

    You said, "Peace"
    I said, "War"
    The illusion of balancing mirages.


    ya blew it! man-up & get used to it!

    This battle is battle of The Brians.
    I am not a participant, referee or observer.

    and then quit boring everyone with
    'your' problems sheesh...


    You are alone in the darkness without a plan or ally.

    no one gives a fuck!

    You do Brian, because you are mechanically addicted to filing
    data in a file titled ADC, on a Google data server.
    Your strategy of ignoring me and leaving me be was the best plan.
    That plan abandoned is impossible to restore.


    Wake Up Mr. Ahern
    https://youtu.be/rWj7oWlVtag

    Only two madmen left Mr. Ahern.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: www.darkrealms.ca (1:229/2)
  • From slider@1:229/2 to All on Friday, September 11, 2020 20:18:24
    From: slider@anashram.com

    On Fri, 11 Sep 2020 18:44:27 +0100, LowRider44M <intraphase@gmail.com>
    wrote:

    no one gives a fuck!


    You do Brian, because you are mechanically addicted to filing
    data in a file titled ADC, on a Google data server.

    ### - fyi: am remaining here now only for mr chips, he brought me here and
    when he splits so will i. he may have even gone already :)

    my last act for him was to entice him into/towards the middle ground (ref's-ville) where he could perhaps then think more clearly and just be himself far from the madding crowd, and he did just that even in-spite of
    your attempts to the contrary (i considered it just sheer vandalism on
    your part to try & wreck that, similar to when jeremy actually tried to
    injure vinny rather than let him have his own private spiritual
    experience, jeremy failed in that though and vinny went all the way up his thunder mountain to the top, just as you've failed here with keeping mr
    chips back in a confused/angry place, he got out! they both did...)

    you were actually offered the same thing but rejected it, and that's ok
    coz no one is twisting anyone's arm ya know? what people then find out
    there is for them and them alone because then they are truly alone and
    nada can touch/influence them...

    you're not totally excluded though as, like thang, you still have the
    option to seek that 'midway point' (in dreaming) and thus understand
    everything for yourself by yourself, something i literally stumbled across while actually looking for something else altogether, it's import being
    just too 'potentially' important 'not' to share so yes i stuck my neck out
    and came out from the far safer shadows to put it out there, i knew
    there'd be a price/cost to pay (will prolly get my liver pecked out for eternity while chained to a rock or something lol) but again couldn't
    possibly justify keeping it all to myself...

    and that's 'all' it is! :)

    a simple share, in a world where 'sharing' has become almost instantaneous
    due to them all being jacked-into a damn network, if it's any use to them they'll use it, if not then they wont, everything else is just amateur dramatics and a sense of playful fun, i didn't honestly expect to sell
    even 50 copies in my lifetime let alone 450 copies?? damn!

    and so now they have one 'extra' colour to their lowly palette which may
    or may not become their favourite colour one day, that's entirely up to
    them, they'll find it useful or not, it's just happening a lot faster than
    i'd allowed for is all + no one could be more surprised about it than moi
    lol, how very strange, but they seem to like/appreciate it...

    and, considering how very little they actually possess, i say good luck to
    'em!

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: www.darkrealms.ca (1:229/2)
  • From LowRider44M@1:229/2 to All on Friday, September 11, 2020 15:02:15
    From: intraphase@gmail.com

    Are You The No One?

    Just me and you sweetheart.
    You know you love your big bubba man.

    Tommy - I Think We're Alone
    https://youtu.be/hFWhTqLSVzE


    Anatomy Of A Psychotic Break ===============================

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    ### - haha apparently 'someone' has launched a DDoS attack upon my
    webserver?

    hmm, now WHO could THAT possibly be from then i wonder LOL ! :)))

    google says: DDoS attacks are illegal under the Computer Fraud and Abuse

    Act. Starting a DDoS attack against a network without permission is going

    to cost you up to 10 years in prison and up to a $500,000 fine.

    my own little lite-weight website is still up & functioning, although

    100's of sites & businesses on the same server are indeed apparently

    experiencing some outages, and are apparently very angry about it during

    what is a very difficult time for all uk businesses currently?

    have passed dumb-ass-rider's (and thang's) info onto the relevant

    authorities anyway, and no doubt the fbi will be right up your ass any

    minute now if you've anything to do with it :P

    (has some connection to a tor-site or something? whatever that is...)

    at your age arthur a nice '10-stretch' for ya would be a rather fitting

    end to your life?

    just remember to bring lots of LUBE along with ya to jail huh, all those

    sex-starved 'black' people you're so scared of are all just gagging for

    some fresh white meat LOL !

    smile, there appears to be 'no limit' to the pettiness of some people

    huh...

    but then what else can ya expect from a mentally deficient psycho eh

    folks? duuuh!

    otoh, i guess ya know you must be doing 'fairly' well when you start

    getting attention of this nature eh??

    it's actually quite encouraging! LOL :)))

    so methinks i'll just carry on + redouble my efforts...

    what else can a poor boy do against such envy, jealousy & rage haha ;)



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    ### - the attacks are still continuing...

    i guess someone is scared shitless that WILDing may actually succeed huh

    :)))

    too bad fucker! you should be trying it 'yourself' instead of trying to

    stop it happening...

    and because if it's really any good for people it's gonna happen anyway

    whether ya like it or not?

    you'll just get left behind is all, which, in many instances might

    actually be a very good thing :P

    and because: "by their fruits shall you know them!"

    hah! :)))


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    ### - well THIS is interesting LOL ! :)))

    i.e., i just got off the phone after being contacted by a national

    newspaper newsdesk here re this DDoS attack on my website?

    and they appear very interested! :D

    i.e., 100's if not 1000's of uk businesses are also being directly

    affected in this current climate of many businesses struggling to just

    stay afloat, apparently making it a very newsworthy item??

    the fact that i even 'know' one of the people involved in orchestrating

    this attack making it even more interesting to them!



    i ain't sayin' anymore because the police are apparently also becoming

    involved, the resources 'they' have at their disposal in tracking down

    these 'evil hacker scumbags' (tomorrows headlines? hah!) are simply

    enormous, and may even succeed in bringing this fucker to justice and a

    long jail term! (gud!)


    ain't it always the same though eh?


    both thang AND this 'evil scumbag' arthur ass-rider (heh) being literally

    'forced' into committing acts of criminality just in order to score some

    kinda points on poor little moi?? duh!

    gee thanks though you fuckers & evil scumbags, i could NEVER have afforded

    the PUBLICITY for my book this is likely gonna bring into the wider main

    stream public??? ohhh yes!


    fuck me! it's gonna be famous LOL !!!

    so better go-hide in your dirty little preppers-hole you asshole!

    coz they's comin' for ya now LOL !!! :D :D :D

    PS. oh don't forget the LUBE? you gonna NEED it bud! ahahahaha!

    hey suddenly am an avid supporter of 'law & order' now, ya know that?

    (crackin up! lol)


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    ### - messages tweeted from my web-host re this attack...

    1h

    Unfortunately the attackers have now targetted all our hosting servers,

    however we are proceeding with our previously stated plan and will

    continue to issue updates as soon as possible.

    We know this is affecting many of you very seriously and are working as

    fast as we can.


    5h

    We are making arrangements to allow Clients affected by this DDoS attack

    to be migrated to an alternative hosting datacentre which should have

    better mitigation systems. This may take a couple of days to set up,

    however once ready we will be inviting Clients to apply for transfer


    7h

    Our datacentre added further mitigation countermeasures yesterday but this has not worked.

    The server had been clear of DDoS attacks from 10PM last night until 12:05

    PM today, unfortunately they have initiated another wave of DDoS and the

    server is now offline again.



    ### - lots of VERY upset people there now huh, people who'd pay ANYTHING

    to get their legal hands of the fucker(s) behind all this?

    have already told them all i know about it anyway, email headers, the lot

    ;)

    so ya better start runnin' fucker! Mi6 will prolly be looking into all this too?

    their Q-dept + the CIA should be able to track you down no problemo heh,

    and any minute now james bond will be knocking on your door!

    karma's gonna getcha in the end yeah?

    plus i look forward to seeing your pic in the paper??

    just don't forget that LUBE boy! coz ohhh boy! :)))

    (the bigger the attack the bigger the publicity? god works in mysterious

    ways innit lol)

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: www.darkrealms.ca (1:229/2)
  • From LowRider44M@1:229/2 to All on Friday, September 11, 2020 15:09:56
    From: intraphase@gmail.com


    ### - fyi: am remaining here now only for mr chips, he brought me here and when he splits so will i. he may have even gone already :)


    He's gone and you must stay.
    We were always here alone in the future.
    Chris told you loud and clear; "Don't lose your marbles"

    You never LISTEN.

    Chris enters and exits as he pleases, so do I.
    I offered to cancel your debt and let you go free.
    All intents become obvious in the realm of time and space.

    YOUR HERE.

    Now play.

    The Turtles - Happy Together
    https://youtu.be/Oi_3UMhZ1UI

    P.S. Why did your mother burn your mattress?

    Nothing Is Hidden In The Darkness. Welcome.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: www.darkrealms.ca (1:229/2)
  • From LowRider44M@1:229/2 to All on Friday, September 11, 2020 17:53:13
    From: intraphase@gmail.com

    It Gets Much Worse.
    Your Moment of Decision Envelope.


    Two Door Cinema Club - Sleep Alone
    https://youtu.be/YNXybY2DtwM


    Sleep Alone"

    Know
    My only goal is to see
    When I'm only fast asleep
    It takes more than strength to find
    This peace of mind

    So I'll hold, hold, hold
    Hold it close to my heart
    Beating with every step
    Hold, hold, hold it close

    He sleeps alone
    He needs no army where he's headed
    'Cause he knows
    That they're just ghosts
    And they can't hurt him
    If he can't see them, oh

    And I may go
    To places I have never been to
    Just to find
    The deepest desires in my mind

    We, we only know what we see
    'Cause we're always fast asleep
    Is it so hard not to believe
    That we'll never know?
    Oh hold, hold, hold
    Hold me close
    I've never been this far from home
    Hold, hold, hold me close

    He sleeps alone
    He needs no army where he's headed
    'Cause he knows
    That they're just ghosts
    And they can't hurt him
    If he can't see them, oh

    And I may go
    To places I have never been to
    Just to find
    The deepest desires in my mind

    It's in my head
    And I have said
    That I must be like him now
    He sleeps alone
    He sleeps alone

    And one last chance
    To make sense
    Of what has long escaped us
    He sleeps alone
    I sleep alone

    He sleeps alone
    He needs no army where he's headed
    'Cause he knows
    That they're just ghosts
    And they can't hurt him
    If he can't see them, oh

    And I don't know
    If in the morning I will be here
    And if so
    Let it be known
    That I was worthy
    I was worthy
    I was worthy
    I was

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: www.darkrealms.ca (1:229/2)
  • From thang ornerythinchus@1:229/2 to All on Sunday, September 13, 2020 18:23:16
    From: thangolossus@gmail.com

    On Thu, 10 Sep 2020 22:57:01 +0100, slider <slider@anashram.com>
    wrote:

    i think what god MEANT to saaaaay! wrote :)

    The cease fire seems more valuable now, INNIT weird, your cracking Ahern!

    ### - am relatively unaffected lol, my little lite-weight site is still >mostly up! (98%)

    it's the heavy-weights that are really feeling it and losing business big >time heh...

    and are also the one's who're very angry indeed! oh boy! :)))

    have submitted all your email headers goin' right back to when adc started
    + all the raw data logs for my site since that began too, that even if you >were very careful indeed you're bound to have made the occasional slip so
    any connections between your recorded IP's and your posts + say any time
    you accessed youtube to look at any of my videos too? is all there to be >number crunched & correlated, a relatively simple job these days for peeps >like the CIA to access & process in the blink of an eye!

    plus, if you've really got nada to do with it (which i doubt coz it's just >too much of a coincidence?) then you've got fuck-all to worry about innit
    eh? (riiiight...)

    else you better start hoarding tubes of lube boy lol coz the cost to uk >businesses *you've* caused are mounting up like no tomorrow and someone's >gonna have to pay LOL !

    you've really fucked yourself! :D :D :D

    you're a felon now looking at 10 years! roflmao!

    payback sho' is a bitch huh :)))))

    Mate I feel for you. You are fucking losing it big time. WTF? Why
    would anyone take the time to attack you or your puny website? You
    need to get out more, meet a woman (although what I've just read about
    you from Rider seems your attractions might lie in another
    direction)...

    --
    This email has been checked for viruses by Avast antivirus software. https://www.avast.com/antivirus

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: www.darkrealms.ca (1:229/2)
  • From thang ornerythinchus@1:229/2 to intraphase@gmail.com on Sunday, September 13, 2020 18:42:05
    From: thangolossus@gmail.com

    On Fri, 11 Sep 2020 10:44:27 -0700 (PDT), LowRider44M
    <intraphase@gmail.com> wrote:



    How's breaking the cease-fire working out for you?

    ### - wtf are you talking about now ya loon?? :)))

    lol i was the one offering the cease-fire (peace) but you instead declared >> "war" ffs!?

    Sorry you feel that way Brian.


    problem was (and obviously still is) that you weren't a big enough man to
    admit having been wrong in the past, gave you the genuine opportunity to
    do so but like an aged-fool you got angry and went completely the other
    way instead, you weren't BIG enough to 'admit' you were wrong about rbb &
    ee and should have at the time either kept your nose out of it, or, better >> yet + if you'd genuinely had any decency and respected rbb like you
    'claimed', you'd have advised her to pack it in instead of encouraging the >> bitch to do even more shit involving ee as well?? you didn't get them
    'outta' trouble at all you only added to it??? thus proving what a blind
    asshole you really + genuinely are! one with no real sense of justice or
    fairness regardless of WHO gets hurt in the process!


    Still stuck judging another beings actions.
    When Luckyrat posted a joke, I responded with a joke.
    Your flashback post landed in between those two jokes.
    Original Dispute - Brian In Reform School >https://groups.google.com/forum/#!topic/alt.dreams.castaneda/YQhMgXkffD0


    You were wrong to fuck with RBB & EE.
    You were wrong in the dispute linked ^^^ above.

    Now your falsely accusing me of a coordinated DDoS attack
    on your server.

    ya don't back friends up in something wrong! or you're not a friend!


    As a Messianic figure ascending into the global mindscape that seems
    to make sense to you. As a simple being observing an ant farm you
    are just another ant who can't walk through the glass.

    and well, now it's too late + you've said & done things that just can't be >> taken back! i gave you a genuine way out (to clear the air: no debts you
    said) but like thang you went nuts instead??? duuuh!

    I'm not the one calling newspapers and thinking MI-6 & CIA
    are going to get involved in a usenet dispute between two
    lunatic wankers, with delusions of grandeur



    *you're* the only one fighting here!

    No, Brian Ahern One thru Brian Ahern Infinite are at war.
    I am an impartial observer watching the Brian Ahern Mindscape
    do battle with the Brian Ahern Timescape. Only self exists
    all else is The Other. Brain must build mind, and mind must
    protect its own privacy from "others" attempts to thwart "mind."
    When you write a book you become an "open book." You violated
    your own internal structures, by engaging in contradictory
    and paradoxical behavior that collapse your "mind" into "brain"
    That was the point of Castenada's...
    " The Brain is a foreign installation theorum."


    so every day on here now you do a mini-DDoS attack on moi with endless
    shite posts pissing & moaning + nagging/complaining like a wounded bear,

    No. Total time to post is less than two minutes.
    I don't even click into your political screeds.
    As an exercise in the "Middle Way" why don't we switch
    sides. I'll post the 10 best persuasive left wing posts
    and you post the 10 best persuasive right wing posts.

    It's an offer that would drive you insane. So deep is
    your allegiance to one side of the spectrum.


    it's pathetic! all you're really doing is winding yourself up while am
    basically standing there laffing my ass off!


    Your looking in a mirror.
    I'm not laughing at you, I'm using a technique called "CONCERN - Trolling"
    I pretend like I really care about you, and that I am deeply troubled
    and discombobulated by your ongoing psychotic break, and hope to engage
    in the artifice and subterfuge of "A SOLO FALSE RESCUE." Hence I talk
    you down off the ledge into the compassionate embrace of a reasonable sympathizer to your plight.


    LET IT GO! only ya just CAN'T can ya, you're proud!

    Let what go. I refused to judge you, EE & RBB. There's nothing there.
    Hence the story, "The Two Ladies of The Tea Cups"
    Tell me what your brain and mind are arguing is really there.
    I treat reality as a series of mirages produced by a more
    fundamental computational reality. Hence you are a data pattern
    accusing another data pattern of a structural era.
    This I can tell you, your vegetarianism, or lack of fatty acids
    in your brain chemistry renders you, mentally deficient and prone
    to prolonged episodes of spiraling into anti-social behavior.

    and ya want the last
    word even though you were completely in the wrong to begin with??

    I doubt Luckrat shall join this tete a' tete between two madmen
    arguing the rights and wrongs of usenet etiquette.

    That drug post was an anomaly. You may or may not have caused.
    Sometimes you have to make a decision to simply tolerate "Other"


    thus
    justice is NOT on your side!

    Your personality disorder only allows you to think
    in terms of black and white. On my side, not on my side.
    Define justice, define an antonym, and then place a neutral
    bridge word between them. Some people call it Hegelian dialectic,
    I prefer "Concept - Balance"

    you're effectively arguing that wrong is
    right!

    Very effectively.

    and that can never stand!

    Hence, War is Peace, Up is Down, Cold is Hot.

    you fouled! and lol beating up on the ref

    Your appointing yourself as "The Guardian of MEANING"
    was your strategic and psychological downfall.
    To me I am self and you are other.
    To you, you are self and I am other.
    You cling to the mirage of the human form.
    We are in the unformed darkness now as you sought.
    I AM NOTHING, do what your data patterns insist you do.

    Your largest manifestation was to attempt to seek reinforcements.
    That strategy was in vain.
    You are surrounded by an infinite array of versions of yourself.
    You occupy all points between the center and the edge of the circle.
    If I defeated Jesus, Bob and John and a host of "Other" mirages
    what delusion in your brain or mind cause you to believe you can
    defeat "NOTHING" so easily and with trivial exertion.


    ain't gonna change that!

    you haven't got TIME for this display! ya fool!

    I am not imprisoned by time as are you.
    You spoke your truth and I spoke my truth.

    You said, "Peace"
    I said, "War"
    The illusion of balancing mirages.


    ya blew it! man-up & get used to it!

    This battle is battle of The Brians.
    I am not a participant, referee or observer.

    and then quit boring everyone with
    'your' problems sheesh...


    You are alone in the darkness without a plan or ally.

    no one gives a fuck!

    You do Brian, because you are mechanically addicted to filing
    data in a file titled ADC, on a Google data server.
    Your strategy of ignoring me and leaving me be was the best plan.
    That plan abandoned is impossible to restore.


    Wake Up Mr. Ahern
    https://youtu.be/rWj7oWlVtag

    Only two madmen left Mr. Ahern.

    Yes, but did his jail advisers really exist? Such a good movie.

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  • From thang ornerythinchus@1:229/2 to All on Sunday, September 13, 2020 18:44:38
    From: thangolossus@gmail.com

    On Fri, 11 Sep 2020 20:18:24 +0100, slider <slider@anashram.com>
    wrote:

    On Fri, 11 Sep 2020 18:44:27 +0100, LowRider44M <intraphase@gmail.com>
    wrote:

    no one gives a fuck!


    You do Brian, because you are mechanically addicted to filing
    data in a file titled ADC, on a Google data server.

    ### - fyi: am remaining here now only for mr chips, he brought me here and >when he splits so will i. he may have even gone already :)

    my last act for him was to entice him into/towards the middle ground >(ref's-ville) where he could perhaps then think more clearly and just be >himself far from the madding crowd, and he did just that even in-spite of >your attempts to the contrary (i considered it just sheer vandalism on
    your part to try & wreck that, similar to when jeremy actually tried to >injure vinny rather than let him have his own private spiritual
    experience, jeremy failed in that though and vinny went all the way up his >thunder mountain to the top, just as you've failed here with keeping mr
    chips back in a confused/angry place, he got out! they both did...)

    you were actually offered the same thing but rejected it, and that's ok
    coz no one is twisting anyone's arm ya know? what people then find out
    there is for them and them alone because then they are truly alone and
    nada can touch/influence them...

    you're not totally excluded though as, like thang, you still have the
    option to seek that 'midway point' (in dreaming) and thus understand >everything for yourself by yourself, something i literally stumbled across >while actually looking for something else altogether, it's import being
    just too 'potentially' important 'not' to share so yes i stuck my neck out >and came out from the far safer shadows to put it out there, i knew
    there'd be a price/cost to pay (will prolly get my liver pecked out for >eternity while chained to a rock or something lol) but again couldn't >possibly justify keeping it all to myself...

    and that's 'all' it is! :)

    a simple share, in a world where 'sharing' has become almost instantaneous >due to them all being jacked-into a damn network, if it's any use to them >they'll use it, if not then they wont, everything else is just amateur >dramatics and a sense of playful fun, i didn't honestly expect to sell
    even 50 copies in my lifetime let alone 450 copies?? damn!

    and so now they have one 'extra' colour to their lowly palette which may
    or may not become their favourite colour one day, that's entirely up to
    them, they'll find it useful or not, it's just happening a lot faster than >i'd allowed for is all + no one could be more surprised about it than moi >lol, how very strange, but they seem to like/appreciate it...

    and, considering how very little they actually possess, i say good luck to >'em!

    Your insanity is clear to everyone except you.

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  • From LowRider44M@1:229/2 to All on Sunday, September 13, 2020 09:07:02
    From: intraphase@gmail.com




    How's breaking the cease-fire working out for you?

    ### - wtf are you talking about now ya loon?? :)))

    lol i was the one offering the cease-fire (peace) but you instead declared >> "war" ffs!?

    Sorry you feel that way Brian.


    problem was (and obviously still is) that you weren't a big enough man to >> admit having been wrong in the past, gave you the genuine opportunity to >> do so but like an aged-fool you got angry and went completely the other
    way instead, you weren't BIG enough to 'admit' you were wrong about rbb & >> ee and should have at the time either kept your nose out of it, or, better >> yet + if you'd genuinely had any decency and respected rbb like you
    'claimed', you'd have advised her to pack it in instead of encouraging the >> bitch to do even more shit involving ee as well?? you didn't get them
    'outta' trouble at all you only added to it??? thus proving what a blind >> asshole you really + genuinely are! one with no real sense of justice or >> fairness regardless of WHO gets hurt in the process!


    Still stuck judging another beings actions.
    When Luckyrat posted a joke, I responded with a joke.
    Your flashback post landed in between those two jokes.
    Original Dispute - Brian In Reform School >https://groups.google.com/forum/#!topic/alt.dreams.castaneda/YQhMgXkffD0


    You were wrong to fuck with RBB & EE.
    You were wrong in the dispute linked ^^^ above.

    Now your falsely accusing me of a coordinated DDoS attack
    on your server.

    ya don't back friends up in something wrong! or you're not a friend!


    As a Messianic figure ascending into the global mindscape that seems
    to make sense to you. As a simple being observing an ant farm you
    are just another ant who can't walk through the glass.

    and well, now it's too late + you've said & done things that just can't be >> taken back! i gave you a genuine way out (to clear the air: no debts you >> said) but like thang you went nuts instead??? duuuh!

    I'm not the one calling newspapers and thinking MI-6 & CIA
    are going to get involved in a usenet dispute between two
    lunatic wankers, with delusions of grandeur



    *you're* the only one fighting here!

    No, Brian Ahern One thru Brian Ahern Infinite are at war.
    I am an impartial observer watching the Brian Ahern Mindscape
    do battle with the Brian Ahern Timescape. Only self exists
    all else is The Other. Brain must build mind, and mind must
    protect its own privacy from "others" attempts to thwart "mind."
    When you write a book you become an "open book." You violated
    your own internal structures, by engaging in contradictory
    and paradoxical behavior that collapse your "mind" into "brain"
    That was the point of Castenada's...
    " The Brain is a foreign installation theorum."


    so every day on here now you do a mini-DDoS attack on moi with endless
    shite posts pissing & moaning + nagging/complaining like a wounded bear,

    No. Total time to post is less than two minutes.
    I don't even click into your political screeds.
    As an exercise in the "Middle Way" why don't we switch
    sides. I'll post the 10 best persuasive left wing posts
    and you post the 10 best persuasive right wing posts.

    It's an offer that would drive you insane. So deep is
    your allegiance to one side of the spectrum.


    it's pathetic! all you're really doing is winding yourself up while am
    basically standing there laffing my ass off!


    Your looking in a mirror.
    I'm not laughing at you, I'm using a technique called "CONCERN - Trolling" >I pretend like I really care about you, and that I am deeply troubled
    and discombobulated by your ongoing psychotic break, and hope to engage
    in the artifice and subterfuge of "A SOLO FALSE RESCUE." Hence I talk
    you down off the ledge into the compassionate embrace of a reasonable
    sympathizer to your plight.


    LET IT GO! only ya just CAN'T can ya, you're proud!

    Let what go. I refused to judge you, EE & RBB. There's nothing there.
    Hence the story, "The Two Ladies of The Tea Cups"
    Tell me what your brain and mind are arguing is really there.
    I treat reality as a series of mirages produced by a more
    fundamental computational reality. Hence you are a data pattern
    accusing another data pattern of a structural era.
    This I can tell you, your vegetarianism, or lack of fatty acids
    in your brain chemistry renders you, mentally deficient and prone
    to prolonged episodes of spiraling into anti-social behavior.

    and ya want the last
    word even though you were completely in the wrong to begin with??

    I doubt Luckrat shall join this tete a' tete between two madmen
    arguing the rights and wrongs of usenet etiquette.

    That drug post was an anomaly. You may or may not have caused.
    Sometimes you have to make a decision to simply tolerate "Other"


    thus
    justice is NOT on your side!

    Your personality disorder only allows you to think
    in terms of black and white. On my side, not on my side.
    Define justice, define an antonym, and then place a neutral
    bridge word between them. Some people call it Hegelian dialectic,
    I prefer "Concept - Balance"

    you're effectively arguing that wrong is
    right!

    Very effectively.

    and that can never stand!

    Hence, War is Peace, Up is Down, Cold is Hot.

    you fouled! and lol beating up on the ref

    Your appointing yourself as "The Guardian of MEANING"
    was your strategic and psychological downfall.
    To me I am self and you are other.
    To you, you are self and I am other.
    You cling to the mirage of the human form.
    We are in the unformed darkness now as you sought.
    I AM NOTHING, do what your data patterns insist you do.

    Your largest manifestation was to attempt to seek reinforcements.
    That strategy was in vain.
    You are surrounded by an infinite array of versions of yourself.
    You occupy all points between the center and the edge of the circle.
    If I defeated Jesus, Bob and John and a host of "Other" mirages
    what delusion in your brain or mind cause you to believe you can
    defeat "NOTHING" so easily and with trivial exertion.


    ain't gonna change that!

    you haven't got TIME for this display! ya fool!

    I am not imprisoned by time as are you.
    You spoke your truth and I spoke my truth.

    You said, "Peace"
    I said, "War"
    The illusion of balancing mirages.


    ya blew it! man-up & get used to it!

    This battle is battle of The Brians.
    I am not a participant, referee or observer.

    and then quit boring everyone with
    'your' problems sheesh...


    You are alone in the darkness without a plan or ally.

    no one gives a fuck!

    You do Brian, because you are mechanically addicted to filing
    data in a file titled ADC, on a Google data server.
    Your strategy of ignoring me and leaving me be was the best plan.
    That plan abandoned is impossible to restore.


    Wake Up Mr. Ahern
    https://youtu.be/rWj7oWlVtag

    Only two madmen left Mr. Ahern.

    Yes, but did his jail advisers really exist? Such a good movie.


    Both and no.
    The story is made to operate on both levels.
    The most potent level is Mr. Green is all three.
    I recommended the story to Brian because it is a
    potent tale of escaping a mental prison.

    Long story short, Brian got molested, then diddled
    a neighbor and got caught, his mother burned his bed.
    After the usual run-ins with authorities he falls in
    love and his partner dies.

    My objection is that's his problem not mine.
    I have no objections to how other people see me.
    That's the point of the movie:

    Alone For Truth
    BARRIER - FILTER
    With Others For Deception

    Even when Mr. Green is in prison he has to
    invent other versions of himself to escape.
    There's a certain geometry to his recovery.

    The story also works excellent as three road
    buddies, with two going back for the one left
    behind. Jake couldn't escape because he was
    bound to his... exclamation for Brian > NARRATIVE.

    So now the thing that Brian feared the most has happened.
    His original narrative has been told and fully exploited.

    The DDoS attack is a battle between lefties & righties.
    To shut down each others networks

    Right
    https://qanon.pub/
    https://qposts.online/

    Left is unknown due to the criminal potential.


    Brian is still singing the same dead song.
    He got in a fight with two people here.
    I refused to judge or intervene with the parties.
    I wrote a story called;
    The Blind Prince - Two Ladies Of The Tea Cups
    That's how I manage internal external separation.

    What grated Brian was my refusal to take sides
    and play a role in a narrative I did not author.
    He makes pretense to many identities, false selfs.
    When I refused to judge him or his opponents
    I defeated his "Buddhist" false self. He violated
    his own internal rules system.

    If Brian were to tell the truth, the whole truth
    and nothing but the truth, I would do the same.
    My tales are all old news in the real world.
    I do not speak truth to those who pervert truth
    He weaponizes the truth to hurt people.
    I have never told him the truth to retain fairness.

    Bit by grinding bit he reveals the truth.
    And the horrors he expects briefly occur in his mind.
    I kept slagging post at him to reassure him the attacks
    are confined to this battlefield. I took no pleasure or pain
    from his distress, it's part of the process of returning
    to true self as "Authentic" << inside joke "Narrative"

    The Kentucky Derby: Authentic - Tis The Law - Mr. Big News.

    Good bit by Guy Ritchie

    Ownership V. Authentic
    https://youtu.be/rd3yeX1-SaM

    Symbolism
    https://youtu.be/CMejeTP2edI

    This is the story BUDDHA BRIAN AHERN #6.66 Rev 7a.0923
    insist must be destroyed. I beat him fair and square.

    Read only part-10 I reaffirm the story, anticipating his distress.
    In the conflict years ago he would not tell me his side of the story.
    Yet he demanded I side with him. Hence 100,000 lessons on the difference between: Self & Other. With Self as Truth & Other as tribalistic DECEPTION.

    So Brian "Why did your mother burn your mattress?"

    My contention is your anger towards Eva & Daniela
    was really anger against your Mum not accepting your gay.
    Your placing me in the role of whoever took advantage of
    you as a child. John wrote "Walls and Bridges" to express
    the need to separate "SELF V. OTHER"

    Continue...

    []

    The Blind Prince - Two Ladies Of The Tea Cups

    Part-1 https://groups.google.com/forum/?oldui=1#!topic/alt.dreams.castaneda/p46AowCXOqE
    Part-2 https://groups.google.com/forum/?oldui=1#!topic/alt.dreams.castaneda/BaL0snmS82I
    Part-3 https://groups.google.com/forum/?oldui=1#!topic/alt.dreams.castaneda/nO9_1tmfyWM
    Part-4 https://groups.google.com/forum/?oldui=1#!topic/alt.dreams.castaneda/XVZmTrkLNQk
    Part-5 https://groups.google.com/forum/?oldui=1#!topic/alt.dreams.castaneda/wfLnAo9be00
    Part-6 https://groups.google.com/forum/?oldui=1#!topic/alt.dreams.castaneda/8pvexeBYMF0
    Part-7 https://groups.google.com/forum/?oldui=1#!topic/alt.dreams.castaneda/UKsNtoxkG8M
    Part-8 https://groups.google.com/forum/?oldui=1#!topic/alt.dreams.castaneda/J1b7vIVic6M
    Part-9 https://groups.google.com/forum/?oldui=1#!topic/alt.dreams.castaneda/KHRkbtgK6LE
    Part-10 https://groups.google.com/forum/?oldui=1#!topic/alt.dreams.castaneda/1B0zSLaVtFo

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  • From slider@1:229/2 to All on Sunday, September 13, 2020 17:46:53
    From: slider@anashram.com

    On Sun, 13 Sep 2020 17:07:02 +0100, LowRider44M <intraphase@gmail.com>
    wrote:

    So Brian "Why did your mother burn your mattress?"
    My contention is your anger towards Eva & Daniela
    was really anger against your Mum not accepting your gay.
    Your placing me in the role of whoever took advantage of
    you as a child. John wrote "Walls and Bridges" to express
    the need to separate "SELF V. OTHER"

    ### - lol you're completely cracked ahaha :)))

    you put 1 & 1 together and came up with 97.3 recurring??? lol

    fyi: the reason she 'did' that (not that it's really any of your business,
    but it's an amusing story i like to tell?) was her non too-subtle request
    for me to leave home at age 18 haha...

    she was always very direct like that + we hadn't been getting along too
    well since i left school and so she obviously decided to pull such a stunt
    (i certainly didn't see it coming heh)

    i.e., we hadn't spoken in weeks and i came home from work one day to find
    she'd lit a bonfire in the garden? asked her what she was burning (she
    never lit fires before to get rid of things so that was strange/unusual)
    so i walked up the garden to see what it was, and to my complete surprise
    it was my bed?? LOL ! i thought she nuts! :)))

    slept on the sofa in the front room after that for a few weeks before
    finally getting the paper and looking for somewhere of my own to live, i
    was working so money wasn't a problem and the first number i called
    resulted in a small studio apartment, my first ever home away from home :)

    thus she 'launched' me out into the world rather firmly haha + i didn't
    speak to her again for 3 years after that until i'd made a life of my own
    out there...

    you're 'interpretation' of all that (cracking up laffing) is just
    completely fucked?

    your only 'evidence' being what you saw - in a dream - "mr-8" then
    explaining to you later what it meant???

    lol + duhhhhh! :D :D :D

    so keep taking the meds fella, you lose it completely when you stop taking them? haha :P


    'the evidence' lol :)))

    Lowrider44 wrote on 27th august 2020...

    "If anyone causes one of these little ones--those who believe in me--to
    stumble, it would be better for them to have a large millstone hung >
    around their neck and to be drowned in the depths of the sea." Matthew >
    18:6
    ### - you're one sick puppy you know that arthur? because LOL: you're
    merely projecting!

    I saw it in the two dreams I just didn't understand.

    I SEE YOU NOW

    so am guessing THAT'S exactly + PRECISELY what actually happened to YOU
    then eh?


    No I fought to kill and outlasted my main opponent.
    I had lesser opponents my own who were easier to defeat.

    YOU were molested as a child and went-on to them molest OTHER children
    too and THAT'S why you're damned??


    My content speaks for itself.
    Your content says.
    1. Lay down on your left side.
    2 Draw your knees up into a fetal position.
    3. Close your eyes.
    4. Observe the imagery on your eyelids
    5. Wait until it takes you to another place

    Reenacting your trauma over and over again.
    To justify the horror you mother felt when she caught you.


    (i.e., we always tend to accuse others of the very things we ourselves
    do heh)


    Many prosecutors file criminal charges.
    It took me twenty-two years to figure out
    why your mother dragged your mattress out of your
    bedroom to the outside and lit it on fire.

    (it's like some big sticky ball innit, one that keeps growing & growing
    until that's ALL you can see & know? plus by now it's already bigger
    than you! it's consuming you!)


    I didn't join a cult and the start my own cult.
    Similar to when you were molested, then molested others,
    you were exposed to a cult and then started a cult.
    Any evil you encounter, you swallow and multiply and radiate.


    imho you've just ended up where you totally deserved: drowning in your
    own shite!


    I am safe and sound living in many places.
    I'm working on my music daily as I usually do.
    I am fascinated by your pathology and your sixteen
    year vendetta against me for helping a woman you attacked.
    Your trapped and ADC is a part of your eternity.


    you dug your own grave so enjoy the lake of fire fucker!
    you're exactly where you belong :)))


    You to inflamed by emotion and engorged with angst.
    After you attacked me for the second time I claimed
    your debts as my own personal property. I have built
    a prison for you in the eternal world. Until your death
    when I capture your being essence presence I have bound
    you to this group and the WILD group. I own your time.
    To break a sixteen year cease fire erroneously believing
    you were strong enough to do battle with me was your
    eternal death. I gave you one chance to walk away.
    You turned back and now you face the permanent consequences.


    "for by their fruits shall you know them!"

    Jesus is my servant, Satanus Brian Ahern.
    Your to dead and to stupid to understand.


    you ARE mentally ill ya know, which explains why you distort & hijack
    the bible (and bob dylan too!) for your own disgusting + entirely aberrant/twisted purposes!


    Bob is my loyal servant, a being of impeccable intent.

    so the 'curse' that ALSO comes with the bible for 'changing' any of it, belongs to you too then? hah!


    The Bible is a wharehouse, nothing more nothing less.


    i think what god MEANT to Saaaay?? LOL ! :)))
    the sheer hypocrisy of it!


    We both act as if were gods.
    One or both of us is engaged in severe delusional behavior.
    I need no cult or petty tributes from supplicants to rest and know.

    the demons in hell are no doubt sharpening-up their red hot pokers just
    for you boy lol!


    Was it a priest who raped you?

    fresh meat! fresh meat! i saw it first it's MINE! no it's MINE! i want
    it!!!


    As a former resident of the Queens penal institution
    I'm sure you heard that the first day of your incarceration.

    grinz...
    and the best part is? you did it ALL to yourself too!
    whatcha might call: the perfect poetic justice :)))

    I also gave the last two democrats for president neurological exams.
    They flunked just you flunked and became a cult leader surrounded by
    dead souls.


    Nobody reads your 500-750 word diary entries.
    Like most borderline personalities you talk only to yourself.


    If you want to start an avalanche you must find the correct pebble.
    I do not boast or share my victories with you because your crimes
    against your mother, and the neighbor boy killed your eternal totality.

    Take heart your life in my prison is enough to keep you asleep and lost.

    Until tomorrow my little Japanese tea service girl.
    Daniela and Maurice are a part of my eternal totality.
    Throughout my life those I have served in the eternal world
    have appeared by the dozens at every corner and crossroads.
    I allow them to worship my child self, but they know I am to
    busy calculating their eternity to be distracted.
    John still worships Mr. Eight. Eight fought hard to stop John's
    death. But it was the ending John wrote and Mr. Eight had to obey me.

    A Brian Ahern, sewer rat feasting on waste water wouldn't understand.
    Your trapped on the third and fourth dimension without even a life vest.

    A CHILD MOLESTER - A CULT LEADER

    ***

    ### - i.e., you clearly NEED to get a life arthur, coz the one you gots is
    just full of shit? lol

    your logic is all fucked up haha :))))

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  • From LowRider44M@1:229/2 to All on Sunday, September 13, 2020 10:08:49
    From: intraphase@gmail.com

    :-0


    Can't muster much of a fight aye.
    Your monitoring this group as if your sanity depends on it.


    Me & You / The Darkness V. The Silly Prat https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xz9DX_VMXdI


    Your in the darkness Brian
    Your inside me tiny dancer.

    The Active Side of Infinity




    I suggest that you gather a collection of the memorable events of your life.
    The shamans of ancient Mexico conceived of the collection of memorable events as a bona-fide device to stir caches of energy that exist within the self. They explained these caches as being composed of energy that originates in the body itself and
    becomes displaced, pushed out of reach by the circumstances of our daily lives.
    In this sense, the collection of memorable events is the means for redeploying our unused energy.
    The prerequisite for this collection is the genuine and all-consuming act of putting together the sum total of one's emotions and realizations, without sparing anything. The shamans of our lineage were convinced that the collection of memorable
    events was the vehicle for the emotional and energetic adjustment necessary for
    venturing, in terms of perception, into the unknown.
    The total goal of the shamanistic knowledge that we are handling is the preparation for facing the definitive journey: the journey that every human being has to take at the end of his life. Through their discipline and resolve,
    shamans are capable
    of retaining their individual awareness and purpose after death. For them, the vague, idealistic state that modern man calls "life after death" is a concrete region filled to capacity with practical affairs of a different order than the practical affairs
    of daily life, yet bearing a similar functional practicality. To collect the memorable events in their lives is, for shamans, the preparation for their entrance into that concrete region which they call the active side of infinity.
    ***
    Every warrior, as a matter of duty, collects an album that reveals the warrior's personality, an album that attests to the circumstances of his life. Above all, it is like an album of pictures made out of memories, the recollection of memorable
    events&endash;memorable because they have a special significance in one's life.
    Put in it the complete account of various events that have had profound significance for you.

    Not every event has a profound significance for you. There are a few, however, that I would consider likely to have changed things for you, to have illuminated your path. Ordinarily, events that change our path are impersonal affairs, and yet are
    extremely personal.
    Don't think about this album in terms of banalities, or in terms of a trivial rehashing of your life experiences.
    ***
    Every one of us human beings has two minds. One is totally ours, and it is like a faint voice that always brings us order, directness, purpose, The other mind is a foreign installation. It brings us conflict, self-assertion, doubts, hopelessness:
    it's ourselves as the me-me center of the world.

    Let's put the topic of our two minds aside and go back to the idea of preparing your album of memorable events. Such an album is an exercise in discipline and impartiality. Consider this album to be an act of war. As such, it has all the meaning
    in the world.
    ***
    We are not naturally petty and contradictory. Our pettiness and contradictions are, rather, the result of a transcendental conflict that afflicts every one of us, but of which only sorcerers are painfully and hopelessly aware: the conflict of our
    two minds! One is our true mind, the product of all our life experiences, the one that rarely speaks because it has been defeated and relegated to obscurity.
    The other, the mind we use daily for everything we do, is a foreign installation.
    To resolve the conflict of the two minds is a matter of intending it. Sorcerers beckon intent by voicing the word intent loud and clear. Intent is a force that exists in the universe. When sorcerers beckon intent, it comes to them and sets up the
    path for attainment, which means that sorcerers always accomplish what they set
    out to do.

    Intent can be called, of course, for anything, but sorcerers have found out, the hard way, that intent comes to them only for something that is abstract. That's the safety valve for sorcerers; otherwise they would be unbearable. Beckoning intent
    to resolve the conflict of your two minds, or to hear the voice of your true mind, is not a petty or arbitrary matter. Quite the contrary; it is ethereal and abstract, and yet as vital to you as anything can be.

    Your album, being an act of war, demands a super-careful selection. It is a precise collection of the unforgettable moments of your life, and everything that led you to them. Concentrate in it what has been and will be meaningful to you. A warrior'
    s album is something most concrete, something so to the point that it is shattering.
    Sit down, alone, and let your thoughts, memories, and ideas come to you freely. Make an effort to let the voice from the depths of you speak out and tell you what to select.
    The selection is not an easy matter. This is the reason I say that making this album is an act of war. You have to remake yourself ten times over in order to know what to select.
    Don't include stories that relate exclusively to you as a person who thinks, feels, cries, or doesn't feel anything at all. The memorable events of a shaman's album are affairs that will stand the test of time because they have
    nothing to do with
    him, and yet he is in the thick of them. He'll always be in the thick of them, for the duration of his life, and perhaps beyond, but not quite personally.
    In my time, not only did I not know what to choose, I thought I had no experiences to choose from. It seemed that nothing had ever happened to me. Of course, everything had happened to me, but in my effort to defend the idea of myself, I had no
    time or inclination to notice anything.
    The stories of a warrior's album are not personal, not assertions about you as the center of everything. You feel, you don't feel; you realize, you don't realize. All of that type of story is just you.
    The memorable events we are after have the dark touch of the impersonal.
    That touch permeates them. I don't know how else to explain this.
    ***
    Don't explain yourself to much. Sorcerers say that in every explanation there is a hidden apology.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: www.darkrealms.ca (1:229/2)
  • From slider@1:229/2 to All on Sunday, September 13, 2020 19:17:39
    From: slider@anashram.com

    On Sun, 13 Sep 2020 18:08:49 +0100, LowRider44M <intraphase@gmail.com>
    wrote:

    Don't explain yourself to much. Sorcerers say that in every explanation
    there is a hidden apology.

    ### - fyi: thang merely has difficulty with contexts and the placings of
    them, but once he understands he really understands! he's rational! unlike
    you who 'never' understood because you spend too much time fantasising a reality completely of your own making :)

    lol you say something/anything and that 'makes' it true??

    riiiiiiiiiiiight... :D

    plus i'm not the one suffering from paranoid delusions & schizophrenia, remember??

    but that's ok innit eh? coz you've gots 'god' and the baby jesus on your
    side haven't you LOL !

    again: riiiiiiiiiiiiiight... :D

    and because, in truth, you've merely stopped taking your meds and are thus accusing someone else of all the things that actually happened to YOU?
    you're projecting! and don't notice yourself doing it because you're
    lacking the observational wit to do so! :)

    daniela got what she deserved, she brought it on herself by wanting (and liking) being wicked, she had pins for everything & everyone lol and
    fooled you in seconds, she didn't fool me however, i tested her, and so
    she tried to involve me in a chain letter scam only to come on here
    afterwards boasting how she made 70,000 in one day?? the fake photo of me
    i gave her in private and that she then passed onto ee to make mischief
    with nailing her own fate accordingly, it all bounced-back onto her & i
    didn't have to do a damn thing making my hands totally clean in the
    matter, she dug her 'own' grave...

    i dunno what happened to ee, she was only rbb's unwitting pawn and i knew
    that at the time + she knew better really than to go down that road,
    copyrights being a really BIG thing with her? rbb egged her on though and
    so yes she totally embarrassed herself and had to fuck off too, her
    position became untenable...

    everything else is just the ravings of a madman (you!) who hits-out now in
    the only way he can by accusing 'other' people of ALL the horrible things
    that actually happened to HIM?? duh!

    it must indeed be hell + i almost feel sorry for ya, but i hope ya get 10
    years for your hate crimes against humanity and for abusing the internet
    in such a criminal manner via the dark web...

    undoubtedly there's now a rubber room with your name on it somewhere just waiting for you to step into it so they can slam shut the door hah, could
    be any door! so look out for doors ok? doors are NOT your friend! (woooo
    :)))

    black bird singing in the dead of night
    take these broken wings and learn to fly
    all your life...
    you were only waiting for this moment to arrive
    you were only waiting, for this moment to arrive.

    done. :P

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: www.darkrealms.ca (1:229/2)
  • From LowRider44M@1:229/2 to All on Sunday, September 13, 2020 17:23:56
    From: intraphase@gmail.com


    Don't explain yourself to much. Sorcerers say that in every explanation there is a hidden apology.

    ### - fyi: thang merely has difficulty with contexts and the placings of them, but once he understands he really understands! he's rational! unlike you who 'never' understood because you spend too much time fantasising a reality completely of your own making :)

    lol you say something/anything and that 'makes' it true??

    riiiiiiiiiiiight... :D

    plus i'm not the one suffering from paranoid delusions & schizophrenia, remember??

    but that's ok innit eh? coz you've gots 'god' and the baby jesus on your
    side haven't you LOL !

    again: riiiiiiiiiiiiiight... :D

    and because, in truth, you've merely stopped taking your meds and are thus accusing someone else of all the things that actually happened to YOU?
    you're projecting! and don't notice yourself doing it because you're
    lacking the observational wit to do so! :)

    daniela got what she deserved, she brought it on herself by wanting (and liking) being wicked, she had pins for everything & everyone lol and
    fooled you in seconds, she didn't fool me however, i tested her, and so
    she tried to involve me in a chain letter scam only to come on here afterwards boasting how she made 70,000 in one day?? the fake photo of me
    i gave her in private and that she then passed onto ee to make mischief
    with nailing her own fate accordingly, it all bounced-back onto her & i didn't have to do a damn thing making my hands totally clean in the
    matter, she dug her 'own' grave...

    i dunno what happened to ee, she was only rbb's unwitting pawn and i knew that at the time + she knew better really than to go down that road, copyrights being a really BIG thing with her? rbb egged her on though and
    so yes she totally embarrassed herself and had to fuck off too, her
    position became untenable...

    everything else is just the ravings of a madman (you!) who hits-out now in the only way he can by accusing 'other' people of ALL the horrible things that actually happened to HIM?? duh!

    it must indeed be hell + i almost feel sorry for ya, but i hope ya get 10 years for your hate crimes against humanity and for abusing the internet
    in such a criminal manner via the dark web...

    undoubtedly there's now a rubber room with your name on it somewhere just waiting for you to step into it so they can slam shut the door hah, could
    be any door! so look out for doors ok? doors are NOT your friend! (woooo
    :)))

    black bird singing in the dead of night
    take these broken wings and learn to fly
    all your life...
    you were only waiting for this moment to arrive
    you were only waiting, for this moment to arrive.

    done. :P

    I'm not the one who said he's leaving.

    Beatles - Paperback Writer
    https://youtu.be/yYvkICbTZIQ

    Feeling better after a "god" bath aren't we.

    Your a pushover. My international ring of evil... Hehehe!
    On the other hand... Those who know, know who knows.
    But not you, The Blind Prince

    Drop the politics and everything goes back to the way it was.
    I would accuse you of faking the "Damsel In Distress" strategy
    but I did my research. John has a private gift for you.
    Accept it at your own risk, as your both supposed to be grown ups.

    See you soon cunt face.

    :-)

    The Yardbirds - Train Kept a Rollin
    https://youtu.be/0y078n95ApA


    The Who - Magic Bus
    https://youtu.be/TmfQQC1bsf4


    P.S. Learn humility even if you have to fake it.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: www.darkrealms.ca (1:229/2)
  • From slider@1:229/2 to All on Monday, September 14, 2020 12:18:57
    From: slider@anashram.com

    On Mon, 14 Sep 2020 01:23:56 +0100, LowRider44M <intraphase@gmail.com>
    wrote:

    Your a pushover. My international ring of evil... Hehehe!

    Drop the politics and everything goes back to the way it was.

    ### - oho! so you ADMIT being behind that ddos attack then, YES??

    well, you're a bigger man than i thought then arthur! am genuinely
    impressed! well done!

    am not sure the COPS (or the law of the land) will see it quite that way
    though hah, the costs involved to all those uk businesses you disrupted by bringing down ALL their servers has been massive! huge!

    but i'll certainly speak on your behalf (as a character witness) when i
    pass this info along and then maybe they wont extradite your ass to the uk
    and let you serve your jail time there in the US instead?

    with your medical record you can always claim you did it while the balance
    of your mind was disturbed by the current political situation/unrest, that
    you were only standing-up for the far-right as trumpy has told people to
    do only you misunderstood etc etc, just like that 17 year-old dude who
    shot dead 2 black protesters and seriously wounded a third thinking he was
    only protecting property & businesses from being burned to the ground...

    it's a bit hypocritical of you coming from a self-professed: 'man of god'
    like yourself, but such is the nature of schizophrenia innit huh; one
    minute you're god and the next the devil, the line between those two
    becoming blurred sometimes under pressure...

    but, with such 'honesty' you might even make it yet! :)

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: www.darkrealms.ca (1:229/2)
  • From thang ornerythinchus@1:229/2 to All on Tuesday, September 15, 2020 12:04:02
    From: thangolossus@gmail.com

    On Mon, 14 Sep 2020 12:18:57 +0100, slider <slider@anashram.com>
    wrote:

    On Mon, 14 Sep 2020 01:23:56 +0100, LowRider44M <intraphase@gmail.com>
    wrote:

    Your a pushover. My international ring of evil... Hehehe!

    Drop the politics and everything goes back to the way it was.

    ### - oho! so you ADMIT being behind that ddos attack then, YES??

    well, you're a bigger man than i thought then arthur! am genuinely
    impressed! well done!

    am not sure the COPS (or the law of the land) will see it quite that way >though hah, the costs involved to all those uk businesses you disrupted by >bringing down ALL their servers has been massive! huge!

    but i'll certainly speak on your behalf (as a character witness) when i
    pass this info along and then maybe they wont extradite your ass to the uk >and let you serve your jail time there in the US instead?

    with your medical record you can always claim you did it while the balance
    of your mind was disturbed by the current political situation/unrest, that >you were only standing-up for the far-right as trumpy has told people to
    do only you misunderstood etc etc, just like that 17 year-old dude who
    shot dead 2 black protesters and seriously wounded a third thinking he was >only protecting property & businesses from being burned to the ground...

    it's a bit hypocritical of you coming from a self-professed: 'man of god' >like yourself, but such is the nature of schizophrenia innit huh; one
    minute you're god and the next the devil, the line between those two
    becoming blurred sometimes under pressure...

    but, with such 'honesty' you might even make it yet! :)

    I think you're barking up the wrong tree. The DDOS attack was on the
    entire server group wasn't it not just your domain? I think Lowrider
    is the sort to put things bluntly face to face rather than the rather
    cowardly attack which is usually carried out by kids (they call them
    script kiddies) operating from mum's basement.

    By the way, even if what Lowrider said was true, I couldn't give a
    shit. I have known and been friends with many homosexuals of both
    genders and don't give a toss, that's *their* business not mine. As
    for being preyed upon by some pederast when you were a kid, if that's
    true, so what? Back in the 60's and very early 70's when I was
    schooled, it was rare for there *not* to be a town pedophile or a few
    teachers who preyed on the boys or the girls. It was almost common
    and nobody including the cops gave a fuck. It's only now that times
    have changed, the pendulum has swung, and people are being called to
    account. Then, it was considered fuck all.

    And the other thing, if you did that, and did time, then you've paid
    for it and as far as I'm concerned, I don't give a fuck about that
    either. Everyone pays for something sooner or later. It's only those
    who go to jail who are are the ones who got caught. There's shitloads
    who have not been caught.

    On the other hand, if Lowrider *is* making this stuff up, then shame
    on him. Especially the last thing I mentioned (alluded to) above. Ya
    gonna say that stuff, best have some proof.





    I have lived a lot,
    trembled a lot,
    was surrounded by little men
    who forgot that we entered naked
    and exit naked
    and that no accountant can audit life in our favor.

    Ben Rand

    --
    This email has been checked for viruses by Avast antivirus software. https://www.avast.com/antivirus

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: www.darkrealms.ca (1:229/2)
  • From slider@1:229/2 to thangolossus@gmail.com on Tuesday, September 15, 2020 14:44:42
    From: slider@anashram.com

    On Tue, 15 Sep 2020 05:04:02 +0100, thang ornerythinchus <thangolossus@gmail.com> wrote:

    On Mon, 14 Sep 2020 12:18:57 +0100, slider <slider@anashram.com>
    wrote:

    On Mon, 14 Sep 2020 01:23:56 +0100, LowRider44M <intraphase@gmail.com>
    wrote:

    Your a pushover. My international ring of evil... Hehehe!

    Drop the politics and everything goes back to the way it was.

    ### - oho! so you ADMIT being behind that ddos attack then, YES??

    well, you're a bigger man than i thought then arthur! am genuinely
    impressed! well done!

    am not sure the COPS (or the law of the land) will see it quite that way
    though hah, the costs involved to all those uk businesses you disrupted
    by
    bringing down ALL their servers has been massive! huge!

    but i'll certainly speak on your behalf (as a character witness) when i
    pass this info along and then maybe they wont extradite your ass to the
    uk
    and let you serve your jail time there in the US instead?

    with your medical record you can always claim you did it while the
    balance
    of your mind was disturbed by the current political situation/unrest,
    that
    you were only standing-up for the far-right as trumpy has told people to
    do only you misunderstood etc etc, just like that 17 year-old dude who
    shot dead 2 black protesters and seriously wounded a third thinking he
    was
    only protecting property & businesses from being burned to the ground...

    it's a bit hypocritical of you coming from a self-professed: 'man of
    god'
    like yourself, but such is the nature of schizophrenia innit huh; one
    minute you're god and the next the devil, the line between those two
    becoming blurred sometimes under pressure...

    but, with such 'honesty' you might even make it yet! :)

    I think you're barking up the wrong tree. The DDOS attack was on the
    entire server group wasn't it not just your domain? I think Lowrider
    is the sort to put things bluntly face to face rather than the rather cowardly attack which is usually carried out by kids (they call them
    script kiddies) operating from mum's basement.

    ### - started against my actual website (the poor thing) and spread to the whole server, followed by the whole data center lol...



    By the way, even if what Lowrider said was true, I couldn't give a
    shit. I have known and been friends with many homosexuals of both
    genders and don't give a toss, that's *their* business not mine. As
    for being preyed upon by some pederast when you were a kid, if that's
    true, so what? Back in the 60's and very early 70's when I was
    schooled, it was rare for there *not* to be a town pedophile or a few teachers who preyed on the boys or the girls. It was almost common
    and nobody including the cops gave a fuck. It's only now that times
    have changed, the pendulum has swung, and people are being called to
    account. Then, it was considered fuck all.

    And the other thing, if you did that, and did time, then you've paid
    for it and as far as I'm concerned, I don't give a fuck about that
    either. Everyone pays for something sooner or later. It's only those
    who go to jail who are are the ones who got caught. There's shitloads
    who have not been caught.

    ### - aww nooo... not et tu brute? (laughing) :D

    am 'none' of those things + have never been to prison in my entire life,
    the only 'crime' i was ever involved in was that of being caught smoking
    the green on 2 occasions 30+ years ago, fined 10 twice.



    On the other hand, if Lowrider *is* making this stuff up, then shame
    on him. Especially the last thing I mentioned (alluded to) above. Ya
    gonna say that stuff, best have some proof.

    ### - he has absolutely no proof whatsoever thang! he was dreaming? (more
    bs, he's just throwing everything including the kitchen sink lol) pay no attention...

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: www.darkrealms.ca (1:229/2)
  • From LowRider44M@1:229/2 to All on Tuesday, September 15, 2020 13:19:49
    From: intraphase@gmail.com


    ### - oho! so you ADMIT being behind that ddos attack then, YES??

    well, you're a bigger man than i thought then arthur! am genuinely
    impressed! well done!

    am not sure the COPS (or the law of the land) will see it quite that way >> though hah, the costs involved to all those uk businesses you disrupted >> by
    bringing down ALL their servers has been massive! huge!

    but i'll certainly speak on your behalf (as a character witness) when i
    pass this info along and then maybe they wont extradite your ass to the >> uk
    and let you serve your jail time there in the US instead?

    with your medical record you can always claim you did it while the
    balance
    of your mind was disturbed by the current political situation/unrest,
    that
    you were only standing-up for the far-right as trumpy has told people to >> do only you misunderstood etc etc, just like that 17 year-old dude who
    shot dead 2 black protesters and seriously wounded a third thinking he >> was
    only protecting property & businesses from being burned to the ground... >>
    it's a bit hypocritical of you coming from a self-professed: 'man of
    god'
    like yourself, but such is the nature of schizophrenia innit huh; one
    minute you're god and the next the devil, the line between those two
    becoming blurred sometimes under pressure...

    but, with such 'honesty' you might even make it yet! :)

    I think you're barking up the wrong tree. The DDOS attack was on the entire server group wasn't it not just your domain? I think Lowrider
    is the sort to put things bluntly face to face rather than the rather cowardly attack which is usually carried out by kids (they call them
    script kiddies) operating from mum's basement.

    ### - started against my actual website (the poor thing) and spread to the whole server, followed by the whole data center lol...



    By the way, even if what Lowrider said was true, I couldn't give a
    shit. I have known and been friends with many homosexuals of both
    genders and don't give a toss, that's *their* business not mine. As
    for being preyed upon by some pederast when you were a kid, if that's
    true, so what? Back in the 60's and very early 70's when I was
    schooled, it was rare for there *not* to be a town pedophile or a few teachers who preyed on the boys or the girls. It was almost common
    and nobody including the cops gave a fuck. It's only now that times
    have changed, the pendulum has swung, and people are being called to account. Then, it was considered fuck all.

    And the other thing, if you did that, and did time, then you've paid
    for it and as far as I'm concerned, I don't give a fuck about that
    either. Everyone pays for something sooner or later. It's only those
    who go to jail who are are the ones who got caught. There's shitloads
    who have not been caught.

    ### - aww nooo... not et tu brute? (laughing) :D

    am 'none' of those things + have never been to prison in my entire life, the only 'crime' i was ever involved in was that of being caught smoking the green on 2 occasions 30+ years ago, fined £10 twice.



    On the other hand, if Lowrider *is* making this stuff up, then shame
    on him. Especially the last thing I mentioned (alluded to) above. Ya gonna say that stuff, best have some proof.

    ### - he has absolutely no proof whatsoever thang! he was dreaming? (more bs, he's just throwing everything including the kitchen sink lol) pay no attention...

    I read your files.
    Madman on the dole his whole life.
    Reform school didn't take and he ended up
    at a place called Wormwood Scrubs https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/1/1b/Main_gate_to_the_HM_Prison_Wormwood_Scrubs_in_spring_2013_%282%29.JPG

    Sad story, suspected of killing his mom and then his boyfriend.
    He's known in Brixton as The Hailsham Ghoul. Kids are told to steer clear.

    He's famous over there.
    https://youtu.be/2GhPUAVgHZc

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: www.darkrealms.ca (1:229/2)
  • From mister.fantasy.play@gmail.com@1:229/2 to All on Thursday, September 17, 2020 13:43:41
    LowRider44M (Jack Fate) screed from January 2006

    after that sick priest who stalked me as a kid died of cancer in prison last january.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: www.darkrealms.ca (1:229/2)